Lazy

It's been so long since the last time I updated my blog.... Kinda lazy these days.. Yeah I've let my laziness to conquer me once again....

First, doing house chores. For god's sake these are the laziest days of my life. All house chores are left undone and no one else would do it except me. It reminds me of my mom so much that I feel so much of going to find her but the burden of helping my dad drags me down everytime I wanna go find her. There's no holiday in my situation as my pleasure of holiday would be pain of my dad as he's working non-stop 12 hours daily. No way I can/should let him do my job further as he's already 52 this year. Just too tiring for a guy of his age..

Second, getting on diet ( this just never ends). My battle against my own sweet fat seems to be on a losing streak ever since I was borned. Not once I've won and get myself a thinner body. The initial will always strong but as time goes by, it fades bit by bit and off it goes. Gyming seems to trendy currently and I'm thinking if I should join the flow. Friends are pulling me in to join them. California, Celebrity and Fitness First, just gives me a big time headache thinking which and where to join. Most importantly, a large amount of my income would be given to one of these centres monthly and I only have RM560 of monthly income. My savings would be inactive as all my money is fully spent. Although I've not yet made my decision, Jhee Kuan was able to persuade me well with facilities offered by California. Jee, mayby we should join this....

Lastly, asking friends out. I always like to ask my closer friends out to yam cha with them. It's always been good to know what they are up to lately while keeping in touch with them. My laziness on the other hand tells me not to go. So I lepak at the same friends' house almost every single night. I don't want to go home early as I prefer to talk to them and listen their history recalling sometimes. It's boring but getting used to it. Now let's count.....

Just went out with Jhee Kuan today...

Went out with Eng Yee last night....

Went out with Michelle on Christmas eve (16 days)

Went out with Kong Hao with other F6 geng on the same night (16days)

Went out with Diane since night at Asia Cafe ( >20days)

Same goes to Joo Ann, Kiki (>20days)

Went out with Jolla even before she got her license ( <1 year)

Went out with Kin Fai not long after his Bday ( >2 months)

Went out with Ka Kin ( Almost 2 years.. Damn he's coming back this year)

Went out with Fu Poh on her Bday ( < 2 months.. She's going to Aus)

Was able to see Eric for once since Eng Yee's Bday ( > 2 months.. still owe him 1 meal)

There I think I almost included everyone who's close to me and I will make the intiative to find them.. I do not include Alex and all his housemates since definitely I'll see them again. But those who are in a list are the ones I really want to see them as frequent as possible. Give me time, I'll show my presence and surely I would want to see all of you...

At last, my mom. She's illiterate and she's never gonna read this... I love you ma and I'll come for you, make sure you wait me and greet me with warmth, haha.